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(no subject) [Mar. 21st, 2007|08:33 pm]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |boredbored]

I lead a pretty boring life. go to my myspace: www.myspace.com/empaty
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(no subject) [Jan. 15th, 2007|07:48 pm]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |boredbored]

lol so i just read all my entries and i wrote like 80 blogs about how much i miss wes and how "i cant live without him". God i was such a freaking idiot in high school lol. Wes is ugly i dont know why i didnt see that.
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(no subject) [Nov. 29th, 2005|07:15 pm]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |boredbored]

I hate school so much. i hope it gets better.

-emily
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2005|09:54 am]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

I hate myself sooooo much right now.

-emily
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2005|07:30 pm]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]

I HATE BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-emily

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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2005|07:05 pm]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |Ashlee Simpson-boyfriend]

Yay!!! me and ashley are using livejournal again cuz we're cool like that.

UPDATE:

Me and wes broke up over the summer(you might already know that) then we got back together towards the beginning of school. I have a new job at CCB(Central Collection Bureau) for c-9. Oh yeah, c-9 isnt fun like it used to be. There are too many ppl in my class this year. Its poopy. So yeah i think thats about it on updates.

Me and ashley are goin to the mall on friday!!!!! I just got paid and its time to go shoppin!!!! Everyone that hasnt seen my xanga and myspace you should go see them at:
myspace: www.myspace.com/empaty
xanga: www.xanga.com/empaty
They're awesome you should go see them IMMEDIATELY!!!!

well im done so bye.

-emily

i love you wessy

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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2005|11:33 am]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |I still-Backstreet Boys]

Has anyone else noticed how shitty myspace is? Its like every other day they are "undergoing maintenance. site will be back up soon." I cant get on my myspace right now. It seems like its always like that though. I love myspace but its really gay sometimes.
-emily
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2005|11:00 pm]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]
[Current Music |incomplete-backstreet boys]

i hate boys. I hate how they mess with your head. I wish i had a boyfriend that loved me and didnt want anyone else but me. I doubt that that will happen anytime soon though. Wes called me on saturday. He said he wanted to see me but i said i cant im getting my hair done. So i called him back when i was done and he said it prolly wasnt a good idea to see each other. I was like what the hell. Why did you call then? He said he just woke up and "something" made him call me. So we talked for like an hour and then he said he missed me and he wanted me to come over. So i went over there and we talked and watched willy wonka and the chocolate factory(i hate that movie). idk i guess we're just friends now. I have no clue whats going on. Im kinda sick of the whole boyfriend thing. Its getting old fast.

-emily
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2005|09:55 pm]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]
[Current Music |Straitjacket Feeling-AAR]

Straitjacket Feeling

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is staring holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is staring holes in me again,
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is staring holes in me again,
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

-The All-American Rejects

Im in a cry over wes mood again. Idk why, i just really really miss him again. Why the hell is this so hard?

-emily
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(no subject) [Jul. 21st, 2005|12:32 pm]
xxisthisitxx
[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |Straightjacket Feeling-The All-American Rejects]

This song makes me sad but i love it

It Ends Tonight

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when your blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

[Chorus x2]

-The All-American Rejects

So i bought the new all american rejects cd and Laguna Beach: The Complete First Season. They are both awesome. I recommend everyone buy both of them.

I went to work on tuesday to see everyone and i found out that david told everyone that i kissed him in my car. They said that it sounded "magical" by the way he told the story. I was like dude it was just a kiss. Oh yeah and Kristi quit yesterday. How gay is that? Kristi was the fun one and now she works at finish line. But yeah im not very happy about that one. So im gonna go see david today because he works today and i havent talked to him since before my surgery and i kinda miss him. Which is crazy because i almost started crying about wes last night. idk why, i just missed him I guess. School is gonna be really hard.

-emily
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